mr mosha ;(

hey peeps.

hmm..

today i just feel like writing about mosha.

i'm actually sad and worry of his condition now.

he became unwell ever since we came back from Terengganu the other day. 

i have not drove him for quite a long time because i was sick the whole week, last week.

so when i have the strength to drive,

i can really feel that he's sick..

poor baby mosha.

i wanted to go out,

to take him to his doctor.

but the weather is just not letting me to.

heavy and non stop pouring rain made me stay.

i do not wish him to be hurt more with that kind of weather.

i still remember .. at those very early days i have him..people kept asking why did i get a kancil. i think it's never wrong for me to drive a small car when at home i'm so used to drive big cars. a car is a car regardless of the size. i remembered few laughed at me. what's the problem with that? i am tall enough to let myself visible in my small car, and still. tall enough to be visible in my parents' big cars. kehkehkeh. no big deal. 

hehe.

my first car.

though i don't pay,

but Mosha is put under my name.

and that made Mosha is my car.

compared to my siblings, i am considered much much much lucky to have my own car at the age of 21.

i am thankful for daddy and mummy trusts'.

i seriously never ask for that.

because i know,

i still don't deserve for such gift.

but Alhamdulillah.

it's my rezeki.

i read my friend's status on fb.

"i'm 23, and not too young to have ma own car"

yes.

i don't see that as a phenomenon.

but it's a trend nowadays.

you even get your first car when you're still 17.

i see most friends have their own car now.

suddenly i felt so old. ngeh ngeh ngeh.

parents love are unbeatable.

they tried their very best to fulfill our wish.

working hard day and night,

just to make us happy.

i just feel,

like having their type of life.

where you live with your spouse, with rm70 in your hands..

paying for the bills, house and raise kids.

but now things are different.

the world evolved.

and this is the new life we created.

we can't even live with rm70 in our hands.

though we are like free from commitments.

the standard is getting high and high..

if this goes on,

youngsters shall register their names in bankruptcy.

kahkahkah.

another question was asked,

"what car do you plan to use after this?"

hahaha.

nah.. i already have my car. so why bother to get new one?

Mosha is still able to move me.

for now,

i've not plan to get Mosha's replacement.

though mummy kept saying to change him.

i refuse because he has a very big value to me.

just let time pass,

and if my rezeki comes,

Insya-allah. Mosha has his companion.