New Year 2014

Salam peeps.

It's the fourth day of year 2014, leaving all the chapters of 2013 behind.
time to move on for good!
nothing much happened here. not really into any celebrations or outings. stayed in my room and rushed for my progress report. besides, i'm always unwell lately.
tried so hard to keep myself away from stress but i even am mad or tense over a small matter. i guess my emotion itself is not stable. i really need to get my butt out from here.

so my new year started making me even sick.
not that i'm not welcoming a new "resident" to my room.
i somewhat feel like we can't click. i know it's kinda early to judge but her being have answered everything.

alright. not going to stress myself with the new environment in my room because it's making me even sick since then!

i just want to share something about this new year. apart from welcoming new nephew; Mohd Mikhail Qadeer Bin Mohd Afif Ghani..(gila panjang :D)

i also welcome new cucu bulus :D Congrats dear Bella.. you're a mummy now..

Bella. 1y4mo.. mummy bought her when she was 2mo.. and now this baby has became mommy! she's fair. and clean white. but mummy said she looks so dirty during her pregnancy. look at her! yellowish here and there. tapi! wajib tdur atas tu therapy mat, she eats oats. very into beauty this girl. 

  

ku na fed her with some oats. look at her tummy? purr.. 

ku na had a box for her knowing her due was just around the corner. approximately 5 days after taking the box home. Bella finally delivered.

cheeky Bella in her new home..

hey baby!

it happened yesterday. 3rd January. Alhamdulillah with the blessings of Friday, Bella delivered around 7-9am.. she's funny unlike my other two mommy; Pumpkish and Donna. When they gave birth, they rather hid their babies somewhere not to let us see.. but for Bella.. she purred so loud that morning wanting Kibby to massage her tummy..kibby even asked her to push. but Kibby was already late to work.. so she asked Ku Na to check on Bella. Bella really want someone to give her moral support. so in the end.. Ku Na became her nurse.. Bella was having hard time to push her first baby. so daddy put some ointment and recite some doa onto her tummy. Alhamdulillah, she can finally pushed her baby out..

"pushh Bella Push!!" 

so that's how Pushy got its' name.. to remember mommy's struggle to deliver.

i'm warning here. if you can't see blood. it is not advisable to see the first 3 pictures..

bella still have baby in her tummy. and still having hard time to push. in the end, Ku na has to reallly massage and comfort her.

sampai Ku na emergency leave for the sake of Bella! ko ada?? hahahaha.. ku na suh push.. bella pun kasi keras kaki..  exclusive coverage...

tadaa. bella's.. 2 white, 1 orange and 1 black & white. but too bad, 2 of them dead. both black white i guess. lemas dalam karung tembuni dorg.. so yang selamat, 2 whites (Pushy, Google) and orange (Ginger)

bella after the war. keshian my baby ni. ndak terurus sudah!

here you are. mommy bella breastfeeding her kids. welcome to motherhood baby.. (i'm a mother to these bulus and my fruits. hahaha.. not becoming full mother yet. mother pura-pura seja)

so.. though i'm stress with things in my room. news from home made me smile. thanks Allah for this blessings. Alhamdulillah for everything that you have granted for us. after all, i'm still not forgetting my other kids. i would look at their pictures everyday before and after bed.

i miss home. i miss these brats. :( 

Darwin..

Hensem boy: Buldging

Pipishhh

Malibu

Donnaa

Ooooooooooreoooooooooreooooooooooreooooooooooo

Buldging again

my baby ish :(

geram. geram. geram :(

she was hugging ku na. :( rndu nyaa budak ni. pipishh come here please :(

Oh.. that is the happiness from home. i miss home like seriously now. can't wait to leave for KL next week.. meeting parents. 

speaking of new year resolutions. i guess i don't have to wait til new year to make changes. but i have targets that i need to achieve.

the most important part is.. to finish my master and grad by this year. Amin Amin Amin..

ni yang paling penting.. doa ndak lekang.. hopefully ada sinar utk siapkan this year. pastu? sy mahu kerja dulu. macam mana mo jadi lecturer if sendirik ndak da experience dalam industri? kang students tanya, nganga sendiri. trus message busyuk tanya. haha. macam mana? so hopefully, ada rezeki mo masuk industry. minat is arah logistic/shipping. lepas kenyang.. baru la kta lecturing. 

tapi.. azam or target tu.. of course bukan la utk sy sorang kan.. doa jugak untuk parents... family, busyuk.. and friends.. sy suka tengok kawan-kawan happy dgn kerja baru.. tpu la if sy sndri ndak rasa jelly kan? tapi ndak pa.. rezeki masing-masing.. its ok.. i know everyone has own luck :)

for my parents, siblings and family: May Allah grant us with great health, great fortunes, and iman to always obey to Him.

for busyuk: may your new job makes you more knowledgeable. new knowledge to learn. more stable career and not forgetting.. able to finish your semesters with flying colours. Luv me always like how i do ok baby?

for my besties: ah enn.. agang.. sabrina and olive: may 2014 gives better career development to you guys.. all the best especially to the soon to grad - sabrina. may you get better job. belanja!!! :D

to my soon to marry cousin and bestie.. ehem..ehem.. selamat pengantin baru in advance! :D

love lots.

here's to the first selfie for 2014 :)