Eid 2014

 Alhamdulillah.. thanks to Allah sebab bagi peluang dan jodoh untuk sambut Syawal 2014. nothing special about the celebration this year, except for the welcome of two new members; Mira and Mikhail..

this year balik raya paling lambat, which is one week before raya. balik-balik tu memang kena perang terus. chores ndak payah cakap la memang bertubi-tubi. then start buat kuih raya pun dalam hari rabu padahal ahad da raya.. everything kelam kabut al maklumla tenaga kurang.. jadi driver, tukang masak, tukang buat kuih, segala macam tok nenek lagi.. tapi alhamdulillah everything under control. boleh jadi super mama sudah ni. ahahah..masak pun ok just that, biasalah.. belum boleh lawan taukeh.

this year as i mentioned, teda special kecuali ada orang baru dalam family. tapi yang sedihnya is bila bang bob & family ndak pulang untuk raya.. this year giliran dorang plak beraya di perantauan. hati berbelah bagi sebab kenang anak-anak buah di sana :'( even pagi raya, ndak meriah sebab kurang suara ultraman.. main mercun lagi la.. berapa ketul jak yang lari-lari. and that includes the bulus. 

ni antara customer tetap main mercun. Apple's new milestone. officially pandai main bunga api.

this year jugak teda baju raya baru. we decided to recycle uniform masa kenduri kwen kebal and mira. sayang tu baju ndak kena pakai pun so... jadilah uniform raya. too tired to think about baju sudah. so this year we go for santai seja. luckily me and kibby bought jubah denim masa di Nilai tu hari. adalah jugak baju raya.

 ni lagi si gadis buyung ni. overdue 2 minggu ba pregnancy dia. terhuyung-hayang seja masa jalan. jalan berapa langkah stop and terbaring. after peninggalan Pumpkish, Donna and Bella became the eldest of all.

lupak plak.. this year raya ibu, mama, baba and pak anjang ndak da.. Ibu beraya di Kuching, kasi kawan mama since Oneil left for Melbourne 2 days before raya. baba plak balik mama lam's side - Kota Belud.. and pak anjang beraya di seremban.. so this made mummy as the second eldest after ibu. everyone gathered at our house.

omi, nurul, memeen and nani. my dear lil cousins.

sometimes i think.. does marriage change our relationship with our siblings? i may not know. but i feel the gap. not that i don't wish my brothers to get married, but i hope that marriage don't create gap within family. it hurts my feeling... 

"dear future husband.. getting married means getting married to the whole family. i hope our existence do not create gap between the families."

so now, tinggal me and kibby seja. alhamdulillah yang lain ada family sendiri. i don't think i'm ready to be the next sebab.. macam too many things to learn lagi.. kibby looks pale huh? ya. dia still sakit sejak last year. dalam sakit pun tetap masak...me? penat pun tetap gagahi jugak.. no one else untuk disuruh-suruh. 

without our eldest.. heartbreaking moment for all of us. it feels so incomplete. betul la orang cakap. no matter what, family comes first. love is all about unity.

this year my sis in law changed a lot. dulu memang susah masuk dapur. but this year she took over my role, tukang isi kuih and runner dapur. alhamdulillah. people changed. although saya selalu kena olok adik ipar kesayangan dia. saya on jak.. no hal. syok kena sayang ramai orang. 

yes. i am daddy's girl. saya lah anak pompuan and saya jugak anak lelaki. pegi angkut furniture pun bwk saya. badang..badang.haha

mummy's girl. thanks for your advice mummy. selalu ingat. selalu practice. 

musuh kesayangan: Datin Batu. eh? Datin Ruth Ariesya

one of our concern. risau tengok dia dengan perut dia yang boyot tu. sana sini macam ada sayap. food wise, bagi seja. maggi tom yam PAMA paling feveret. jangan kunyah a. dia sendiri slurpp slurp sorang-sorang.

our uniform on day two. muka masing-masing penat sebab kena serang. hehe. fresh soup on the go. suma makanan yang masak utk first and second day kaput terus first day tu. Alhamdulillah. penat tapi syok. family coming is rezeki. memang macam run restaurant. teda istilah mo rehat-rehat. mo beraya pun fikir sepuluh kali sebab orang non-stop datang. haha.. like mummy daddy would say, rezeki..

ni geng the babats. ni dua pupu tapi alhamdulillah we are close macam first cousins.

Bangle @ Jing Junior

family. i dont think i can live without this happiness. like i said, love is unity. only family person understands how it feels.

Aleya pun da bujang. nampak sama size seja dengan aunties dia.

baju ini ditaja oleh Mak Long Julia. sebab mak long ndak dapat size ni baju and offer me to get one piece, so i decided to take this pattern.hahah :D

my big siblings. sebenarnya lagi big. tapi ndak semua ada. saya sangat sayangkan family saya. i hate when it feels wrong in between. i'm a family person and no matter what, i'll put my family first before anything. i hope this love remains even after i become someone's wife, which i do hope to get the same love from his family. 

Ya Allah.. please keep the love in this family stronger everyday. let us reunite and keep that love close to us everyday.