2015

Tomorrow marks the first day of 2015's second month.

how time flies huh?

i've been at home for new year.

moving to new home which situated approximately 500m from brother's home.

been using all my energy to carry all those stuffs.

so, many things were left behind.

basically 2015 marks more milestone for my family, as a whole.

the obvious part is my two smallest nieces started their first year of kindy already.

hehe..

they grew so fast didn't they?

and our parents are aging too..

we're too busy to catch with our future that we forgot about them.

as i've mentioned, my two darlings...



Aliesya Iranie Bte Mohd Hattah Hairulizam

                                                                          Ruth Ariesya Bte Mohd Hasanat Zawawi

both of them are in chinese kindy. one in Langkawi and one is in KK (just nearby our house)

these two are tom & jerry. haha. both are so mischief but i love every bits of them! aumm..

Apart from that, our family also welcomed a new member this year.

21st January 2015, Welcome to the world dear nephew; Muhammad Ammar Aufa Bin Mohd Iqbal Qhasmie.
yeap.. he's big.. follow the genes from our side - His papa.. al-maklumlah.. our side is a bit gigantic compared to his petite momy.

well.. i was not at home during his birth.. i was already back to UMP, completing my preparation for NCON. yup. i learnt my lesson here. never ever prioritize other. do what is important. i had a very major depression since i was at home as i had problems to understand the method. really major. i've been worrying but no one trusts me. i just have nothing to say. i admit my fault as i was not concern on my matters.

although no one trusts when i was down. i thanked Allah for giving me the strength that i need. i have no solid excuse why I'm down but it hurts so much when i failed to absorb what i've been studying. 

"will it be easy for you to learn something that you don't know within 1 week, under pressure?"

so the beginning of my 2015 was a lot of hassle. insufficient rest from home and back to this. i drained all my might. it was a really hard time for me.

thank you Allah for always listening to my prayers.

beloved parents, sisters, him and friends.

thank you for giving me the support.

although busyuk overlook my presentation day :p

i need nothing but only your support and motivation... that's all.

2015 taught me to fight things firmly, and not to rely on others. 

some people will leave but your feet will never leave you (unless if you cut them off!)

no matter how hard life is, be independent it is.

and 2015.. people kept asking me questions like,

"BILA NAK KAWEN?"

KALAU SELANG DUA HARI, ORANG YANG SAMA TANYA SOKLAN SAMA MEMANG KO RASA MO SEMBELIH JAK KEPALA DIA.

i don't think it's a joke pun to ask that question consecutively in two days? GET A LIFE.

kot ya pun teda topik.. tanyala soklan lain.

kang aku ilang sabar, aku tanya pulak.. "BILA KO MO MAMP**?"

haaa. tauk pun kasar. But I'm a goody goody girl. kesabaran sentiasa tinggi although I always complaint.

i dislike kasi sentap orang although orang selalu kasi sentap hatiku yang rapuh.

i am sensitive and sarcastic. i just hate being sarcastic to people. karang menyesal kau..

i'm not being perfect but i'm just toooo tired with all drama.

ilek laa kan.. aku kaweng pun tia pakai duit ko.. ilek la.. sampai masa adalah tu kad. ini.... aduila..

SENTAP! HAHAHAH

okay, back to the root. besides soalan cepu cemas tu, people will ask me this.

"BILA NAK HABIS?"

haaa. tu... sy mntk jasa baik suma orang doakan laaa saya habis tahun ni. ndak grad dulu ndak pa. sebab yg penting habiskannnnn dalam tahun ni. by hooooooook or by crooooooooookk. ndak tahan sudah. serious.

ndak pedulik laa orang cakap apa.

anggap jak la selama ni i didn't take thing serious. OKAY?

i raise my case.

so.. gitu laa crita 2015. baru pun january labuhkan tirai. ohmai..

before i forgot. Birthday shoutout to my darlings..

2nd January: a beauty from Kuching: Miss Nur Azimah Mohd Idris

although we like to compete but that didn't stop us to be close.. kawan yang suka flirt.. haha. macam-macam boy yang dia gelar. there must be someone fell for her wherever she goes. i pray that you'll find your prince.. and whoever it will be, please take good care of her.. happy 26th birthday dear Azie..

next.. 6th January: Mek from Tumpat: Miss Siti Nur Atikah Abdullah

you've walked so far despite the things that hit you. I adore the strength you have and I will never stop praying for your happiness mek.. All the best in your career and may you found your Mr Right. happy birthday dear Mek!

9th Jan: my boy : Mohd Irfan Hasnur Md Hattah Hairulizam

Happpy Birthday darling Md Irfan Hasnur Md Hattah Hairulizam.. Ku moi Loves you always sayang.. be a good boy, may you succeed in everything you do, dunia and akhirta.. my prayers for you dear fruit! Loves!

17th January: Miss Gombak / Planner Damco.. Miss Noor `Aieen Md Salleh.

haa.. kalau miss ni.. kita pun ndak berani mo komen lelebih. orang kuat damco... don't play play aa.. student pun takut mo bukak mulut kan.. budak hingusan saja kita ni banding dgn dia..kahkahkah. goodluck in your career dear. semoga cecepat kweng! :D luv you always..

 also not forgetting to dear cousie: 17th January: Miss Fardzrani Tarsha Mohd Ustar..
alhamdulillah on your hijrah.. that made kakak happier to see u with new resolutions.. good luck on your future endeavors. love you always little sister! (ehem.. semogaa berbahagia dengan gewe.. kita geng! :D)

23rd January: Beauty from Kuching: Miss Blonde Engineer - Nur Dyana Syahirah Rosdi

Congratulations on your engagement dear.. hehe.. love you to the moon and back! one of my funniest friend of all. boh lupak jemput kmk rah pengilan ktk.. 

and last but not least: Miss Rajawali..hahaha.. Miss Jennyvieve Sahri

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY babe! Thanks for being a part of my life. kenangan masa form 1-3 memang ndak kan dilupakkan. I love you sister!

friends come and go.

but alhamdulillah the bond is still strong.

I love you guys to the moon and back.

thank you for being a part of my life.

the snippets of my life would have been dull without the memories of ours.