Cuti

Minggu ni cuti direct empat hari.
Tapi sapa yang duduk di Pahang tu beruntung la, direct lima hari.
Kami students lagi best. ada yang balun sampai ahad depan.
haha.. perk of being students

ketawa la..
ada perk macam tu pun, kerja mesti jalan.
although banyak tu syaitonnn bergayut kan.
relax sudeh.
tapi nampaknya there's no way to relax already.
dalam masa tiga minggu lagi, I'm heading back home. I'll be having a minor surgery..

Gempak nau bunyi.. tapi, InsyaAllah it will be more to a small procedure.
Last March, I was diagnosed to have twins. Ops!! belum kaweng tapi sudah ada twins? hahhaha.. memang ada twins dalam rahim sia. tapi, kembar siam la. haha..

Bukan mo happy. ni teda makna happy punya berita. Sebabnya.. it's a CYST!!! darn..


no wonder I've been suffering with pain every time my best friends come to visit me. Who would expect kan? lagi-lagi datang dua kali in one month.

Kalau bukan sebab my period prolonged 20 days ari tu, I wouldn't have known about my so - called twins' existence. The cyst is stuck near my ovary, that makes Ovarian Cyst. the radius was already 6cm. For my age and status, it's considered to be big and need to removed as it would affect my fertility. So Klinik (Puan) Al-Farabi referred me to HTAA for my review and OT appointment. It really was scary to be in O&G (read, Obstetrical and Gynecology.. not Oil and Gas!).. Why? Kita ni belum kaweng tapi orang lain punya mindset coming over means sudah kaweng/masalah dalaman bila ber...../pregnant..

OK. OK. Rare case la for period imbalance cycle kan???? Sepuluh kali cakap belum kaweng pun tetap dorang panggil kau PUAN. PERGHHH! okay. aminkan seja.. walaupun menyirap jugak. haha.

Bila parents insist to do the procedure in KK.. so yala, that day.. Aku kena cabul dengan doc gegerl. CIS. HOW DARE YOU. Sakit doe.. tapi sabar seja. Anakanda cyst sia pandai jalan-jalan. kuat jalan betul sejibik bonda. hahahhahahahah..

Doc tanya, at what age I first had my period. I said primary 4. Ya I know it was abnormal for girls tapi apakan daya. at the age of 10, badanku berat sudah kalah tong gajah. i weight 44kg which is wayyyy heavier than any girls and teachers. considered i was the heaviest among girls of 4H, 4B and 4M. pernah kena panggil "fei po = perempuan gemok".. mentally sick jugak tapi tepa.. now dia plak merasa jadi fei po. hahaha. okay, back to the story.. Doc tanya kalau period ok ka teda senggugut? haaa.. Ni mummy jawab. she has worse period pain every month. heavy flow and I just nodded. Doc tanya, never came across to go check? I said, my eldest sister had the same problem like me and she said it was normal as her doctor told her so. So i thought it applied to me as well. Rupanya ndak ya. :D Abis aku kena marah dengan doc sebab aku da perap "anak kembar" ni for the past 15 years. nasib kecik lagi o. kalau besar, mungkin Innalillah sudah sia.. But Alhamdulillah, i found my guts to have a check. Mummy pun had the same history, so that makes us anak mummy :p mummy dulu memang sampai pengsan di sekolah. perk of being anak principle, bapak aji will come and send mummy home. As for me, memang one day of each month tu akan absent. my friends knew what happened to me if i was absent. :D ada tahap nya, kebocoran tu memang luar kawalan. kain sekolah yang biru tu, memang selalu kena pusing depan belakang. nampak la kain sekolah sia tu ada batik warna merah. tu belum lagi yang kena di baju putih. memang gitu la kalau sia period di sekolah dulu, and........ sampai sekarang....hahah.. 15 tahun punya perap. daebak

tipu la kalau rasa tia takut or tia risau. perempuan mana tia takut when it comes to rahim/peranakan punya prob kan? although sia ni gilakn anakanda bulus, that doesn't mean I don't want any of my own flesh and blood. Busyuk selalu comfort (thank you busyuk!) me for not to worry as things will be okay. yala.. gila ko. Endrometrosis. Silap hari bulan boleh buang rahim. kalau sudah kaweng and ada anak ndak pala jugak. jadi sia ni yang belum kaweng and ada anak.. nangis darah pun ndak da guna sebab bukan boleh preggy sudah. tskk tsk..

So to be exact.. it's Endrometrosis. takut memang takut tapi, apa daya. tunggu la opt nanti ujung bulan lima. for now I've stopped all those fast food and took this mineral coffee so-called kopi penawar penyakit kronik. kauuuu. term kronik. macam mo arwah sudah bunyi dia. cis.

doakan saya ya!