Sixteen October oSixteen

Cantik date today.
16.10.16.
tapi perasaan lately ndak la secantik date tu.

macam-macam rasa.
maybe sebab tengah peot.
jadi kurang la tempat mengadu tu.

memang betul.
mengadu dengan manusia bukan semua nya mampu pinjamkan telinga.
mengadu pada yg Satu tu jugak paling melegakan.

what happened to me throughout my master journey taught me a lot.
i met new friends, tapi utk rapat macam dulu-dulu tu payah la.
penat la mo jaga hati orang bila sendiri pun ndak terjaga.
always, never depend on others.
orang lain pun ada had kesabaran.
memang la, we can't expect people to be the same at all stages.

in this phase also taught me to be more independent.
not that i'm not, or i wasn't.
I still am cuma ada upgrade sikit.
kalau dulu fikir ada la kebaikan yg mungkin terbalas di setiap kebaikan yg kita hulurkan..
sekarang ni...
ah.. suka hati la.
penat mengharap & memang silap mengharap.

kalau mampu berjuang di kaki sendiri, dengan tangan sendiri, dengan kudrat yg ada.
habiskan perjuangan tu sendiri sampai habis.
teruskan berjalan sampai keluar terowong kereta api yg gelap tu.
jangan la tengok kot2 ada tangan tambahan tu sudi.
sememangnya no.
melainkan berkepentingan.

macam-macam la jadi. tapi.. abaikan.. biasalah. semua tu rempah ratus garam ajinomoto dalam hidup.

orang akan cari bila ada kepentingan/kesusahan & jangan harap la besok lusa dorang sudi bagi tangan extra tu ya.

yala..

that's why I mentioned.
always, and never depend on others.
or else you will always be friends with this creature named disappointment.
you don't need those negative vibes.
enough with what you have,
buat apa semak kepala?

bila org lain senang, doakan dorang lebih senang.
bila kita susah, pun jangan lupa doakan agar dorang jauh dari susah.
bila org pandang kita sebelah mata, doakan hati dorang terang.

hahaha.. macam ndak biasa kan?


that's what I always tell myself.
keep things low and humble. ndak payah la bunyi-bunyi mengadu domba.
kekeke.. bila kita susah, ada orang lain yg lebih susah.


ntah la.. silence seems to be like my close friend now.
If i could possibly shut everything up. I would.

because I want to live happily in my world.

before I forgot, Happy 27th birthday to my niece - Ritcheal Harold. May God bless you with abundant of joy, wealth and health. love you always.